Risk Taking 101

A recent IM convo about a boy I have/had/still have? a crush on.

[10:28] WilSgfrd: check gmail
[10:29] BFF: k hang on
[10:31] BFF: umm
[10:31] BFF: hmm
[10:31] BFF: he writes well
[10:32] WilSgfrd: thanks
[10:32] WilSgfrd: that makes me feel better
[10:32] BFF: look better for you to know and stop wasting your time
[10:33] BFF: you can't feel bad about it
[10:33] WilSgfrd: thats what my head keeps saying
[10:33] BFF: you took a risk
[10:33] BFF: but the reality is
[10:33] BFF: you didn't even really like him
[10:33] BFF: you just wanted to make out with him
[10:33] BFF: and at least he still wants to be friends
[10:34] WilSgfrd: did I really miss read everything
[10:34] WilSgfrd: I feel like a fool
[10:34] BFF: STOP
[10:34] BFF: you can't feel bad
[10:35] BFF: 1. he's boring and stale and dry
[10:35] BFF: 2. he had the lamest birthday party I have ever seen
[10:35] BFF: 3. you would have been self-conscious during the entire relationship if you did date him and it would have driven you crazy
[10:36] WilSgfrd: but it would have been fun
[10:36] BFF: a lot of things would have been fun
[10:37] BFF: it would have been fun if you won megamillions when you bought that lottery ticket two years ago
[10:37] BFF: it would have been fun if [CENCORED] actually became successful and could have supported you
[10:37] BFF: but those things didn't happen and you can't change them
[10:37] BFF: you just have to move on
[10:40] BFF: this might make you laugh...my dad just called me at work to ask if I hid/took his Kenny G CD when I was home during Easter
[10:40] WilSgfrd: haha
[10:40] WilSgfrd: it does thanks
[10:40] WilSgfrd: :)
[10:41] BFF: you also already have some one else on the horizon
[10:41] WilSgfrd: maybe, who knows
[10:42] BFF: that's the beauty of being single
[10:42] BFF: you just never know what's out there
[10:42] BFF: and you need to reposition it as an opportunity to meet some one new and better than your last relationship vs. a painful scary task
[10:43] BFF: (i'm playing ms.opptimism today, must be the yoga last night)
[10:43] WilSgfrd: I know, its scarying me


Thank u BFF, u rock.