Thursday, August 30, 2007

com·pla·cen·cy

com·pla·cen·cy [kuhm-pley-suhn-see]
–noun, plural -cies. 1. a feeling of quiet pleasure or security, often while unaware of some potential danger, defect, or the like; self-satisfaction or smug satisfaction with an existing situation, condition, etc.

I've been up since 5am this morning. I'm unable to sleep. There has been a variety of things swirling in my head. I'm worried about my bills, not having any cash for the past two months, my AMEX/TCA dispute, NCO. Wondering if I'll ever make it out of my debt.

There's not any real conflict right now, its the potential of it all. The new job, Lucky's book, my pending dispute, the house cleaner, the vet visit.

I need a vacation. My friend Jacinda had her 30th birthday in Chicago. Her pictures were filled with so much fun and familiar faces from my UT years. I should have gone. Blah, no, had to be responsiable.

1 comment:

Clare Shipstead said...

Blah! It's very hard to not spend money! We all are in the same boat - but I'm with you - I wish you could of gone to the party.

Thanks for blogging so early in the AM. But it made me a little sad because I should know about some of your worries; have to admit that I am clueless. Guess it's REALLY time for a phone call longer than 5 minutes. OR one of those UNresponsible visits. (I WISH! Blah!)