Two weeks since my last posting, work has been kicking my ass hence the lack of postings. Anyway, the updates:
BD guy and I had our 5th and I think final date. I can feel he wants to take it to the next level and I'm just not ready
My roommate's friend and I spent the night together. He was a complete gentleman and respected my boundaries. He also has these amazing blue eyes that I could stare at for days.
I have no idea what I'm doing with the accountant. I'm always excited to hang out with him then when the time actually comes I'm totally bored. Met his friends, nice group. Someone referred to me as 'boyfriend', which kinda freaked me out and I pretended not to hear. He also commented on my recent fight with Corey as "we're just being gay" which completely pissed me off.
Took my ex dog to the park with my ex man. Also saw my ex apartment, its not our home anymore. Its just an apartment, seemed cold and strange. I miss the area and our old restaurants. It was good to see my ex dog and man, bittersweet. His current bf called while we were eating. As he was saying good bye, he said 'love u too'. I remember how long it took me to say those words to him. I wondered what their story was behind who said it first and how. I didn't ask, to much reality for one day.
Wonder when/what my story will be.
In other non dating news
- started football, I'm completely out of my league. Routes? Ins? Outs? post? what?
- vball tryouts this Saturday, I'm totally ready
- meeting my new workout partner tomorrow, hope he's cool. Its sucks going to the gym by myself and I've missed the gym several times over the past two weeks
- going home in November, its been to long. see blake :)
- desperately need to do laundry!!!
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