Friday, June 6, 2008

The Process

I haven't been able to write about my breakup here. Mostly because its a extremely personal and writing about it makes it a reality. But in any regard, here I am. I was inspired by a blogger graphic. glory post of his recent breakup.

What I've done:
living in my new place for about a month now.
went on a 4th date with an accountant
reconnecting with my friend corey
went to fire island and the Eagle
unsubscribed to his blog
put his book away
go to the gym sometime twice a day
tell myself it was for the best
have conversations with God

What I cant bring myself to do:
Take the pictures out of the frames
Not have plans in the evening
think of him with that other guy
Remove the picture of him from my desk
Go on a 5th date with the accountant
Not drink

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Billy...It's Jason! Will you please e-mail me at jasonspelbring@hotmail.com I would love to catch up and re-connect. Thinking of you. Jason