This is why I love Clare

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Sent as a response when I was feeling a bit low about my break up

"I had a dream once that found me hauling big jugs of wine around wherever I went. They represented the joys of the past. My message was to put down the memories as they were weighing me down. I did try to do that and it really helped. I hope God sends you some helping dreams, too. If not that, I hope you can ease yourself into the future by just knowing that there is plenty of joy yet to have in life. Rainbows only follow storms.

I find the most joy comes from finding what love really is. When you are young, hormones get all in the way! They are brutal! But as you get balanced with the pursuit of real love - giving without expecting anything in return - joy just takes over practically out of the blue. I'm not saying you will be over this soon - I'm just saying that love has a way of taking it's time. Love is never in a hurry. It blossoms like the trees, just when it should. Otherwise it might get frosted out or overheated. Take a deep breath and keep faith.

I miss you - when I get to NY we are doing lunch! (No plans yet - but will let you know.)
Lv
Clare "

Rainbows do indeed follow the storm. Question is, how long to i need an umbrella?